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Friday, February 01, 2008

This just sucks!

How can i feel so good yesterday, and feel like crap today? Yesterday I was able to go for a walk and recover fairly quickly. Today, I am back to being breathless in the shower. Drying my hair made me breathless as well.

I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS!!!

ok, that really did not make me feel better but there it is. So not fair, and I so need to get over it but I can't. Having a pity party for myself...wanna come? And that's not good either, because I really can't breathe when I cry, or laugh, or talk a lot, or do just about anything besides sit on the couch... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Anonymous said...: Awwww Kim... this whole thing is so unfair. I can't imagine how you're feeling... both physically and mentally. If there was a magic button, I'd be first in line to push it! I just want you to feel better so badly.

You are a very special woman Kim... never forget that! You are an inspiration to me in that you're so honest about how you feel... good or bad. I know how dangerous your condition is and am amazed with your strength and courage. I know you're scared, but you won't let this win!

You have every right to have a pity party, but I know that's not what you really want. You just want to feel better and you have a lot of friends that care about you and want that too. Lean on us Kim!

I'm praying for you Kim!

James; 11:27 PM

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